hunting bathtubs..

Which is one thing that evokes the most number of questions in our minds...?

Life... and its nuances... its bits and pieces...

So what is life??

Is it a series of goals and achievement/failures... or is it a string of quests of the human mind... or is it as animals live it... survive your early years... go to procreate... pass on your genes and then just pass on...

The last few weeks have made me feel one thing about it... whatever else it may be... is sure includes a bunch of mysteries to figure... puzzles to solve... equations to measure and understand.. Or at least try to measure and try to understand...

I am no philosopher with profound thought processes... but whatever my little brain can fathom... life is about what you make of it... what you want it to be...

The last few months have really been like the swings of a pendulum... swinging from the zeniths of extacy to the nadirs of agony... back and forth. There have been moments when I wanted nothing more from this life and moments where I wanted nothing more of this life.

I believe in a supreme power - god...almighty... whatever one chooses to call it - and i trust his ways... though most times i dont understand them. And this new year, while I hunt around for bathtubs, I trust he will help me find them or eliminate their need.

Just as I finish this post, I see these words somewhere... "Expecting life to treat u fairly because you are a good person is like expecting the lion not to attack you because you are a vegetarian"

Wonder if this is true. I hope not.